Ok so i'm set for another year at Commerce...Full ride and a House!!! i don't want to be cocky or anything but i think instead of an angel watching over me i think i have "The Man" himself watching over me!!!

Goals: first i  must complete the school year with all A's thats crucial!! Next i must complete the 2006 fall semester fully initiated SIGMA CHI!!! Last ill find the girl that all successful men need to succeed ...you know the one that will help me stay the course ...she won't be perfect but so long as she loves me she'll do...i know shes out there just haven't been looking in the right place... i have a good idea though

~Alexys~

So i cheated death twice last night....

after a fun night of finally being sober me and jon decide to leave back to rockwall... on our way a dog jumps in front of my car and i swerve to the right hitting a ditch through a barbed wire fence, missing two trees meaning possible death.. so me and jon lift the car out of the ditch and put the bumper back on my car... we then begin to head back and all i can think about is how much this will cost not to mention im getting a house and also... i should have hit the dog.... so we arrive the the terrel walmart and as we're getting to the intersection the light start to turn yellow now usually i would run it but jon's like nahh slow down... so i do... next thing we know a car flies by and hits a man hole, the engine blows right out the front hood and then blows up in front of us now this wasn't like the movies ill never forget it... soon enough there are about 10 cop cars around the area... jon says to pull into the walmart cuz we couldnt believe wat just happened so as we're walkin out the car a cop car flies towards us and is like stop come here... so we do and he's like is this your car so i say yes... he then continues to question me bout what im doin out with a car that seems to have just been in a wreck... he begins to tell me i am possible a suspect and will be charged with involuntary man slaughter, he then gives me a soberiety test and shoves he breathalizer in my mouth... i begin to freak out as they start puttin handcuffs on me and sit me next to their car... jon begins his interrogation and calls up hs father... we both tell him how earlier we were in a wreck seconds earlier and shacks father arries note this is at 5am in the morning well around 10 am they finally release me from handcuffs and shacks dad drives us to his hom... the crazy thing isnt that i got away cuz right now id rather been that SUV that plowed into the manhole and died instantly ... but had i not been stuck in the ditch for that minute i think i would have really not been alive right now to tell this story... now more than ever i have more strive to become better lol and it only took that crazy night to get me there... well im alive and oh yah i passed both tests shacks dad said the man was just mostly prejudice... sucks

1.Where did you take your default pic? At a Randy Rogers concert

2.What exactly are you wearing right now? bout to go to bed so hardly anythin
3.What is your current problem? Making my sis 16th bday kick ass
4.What makes you most happy? family and friends!!!!

5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to? The Kill by 30 seconds to mars

6.Any celeb you would marry? YES Natalie Portman

7.Name someone with the same birthday as you? i forgot her name but some chick from The Merce
8.Ever sang in front of a large audience? yes

9.Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? ehh yah

10.Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows? Indeed :)

11.Do you speak any other languages: haha yup

12.Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? yeah

13.Do you ever watch MTV? depends on wats on

14.What's something that really annoys you? Right now.. hmm u know nothing

Well last night was pretty awesome... i love manipulating cops thanks to Jon's dad...

so today i learned that the house in commerce will be placed under my name... meaning that i will have a pretty big fukin house at the age of 19.... i know holy shit is right on...

i saw Nea Nea today but only for a few minutes since she had to work... it was well invested time :)

My sisters birthday is coming up and i know what she wants its a matter of how to get the parentals away long enough for her to use it... gotta plan out

paz

~SPANIARD~

I don't understand why i bother...well here goes

do you ever want something so bad you don't sleep for days and stay up at night wishing for what ever it may be you want? i know this feeling all too well and though it may seem all i'm doing is wishing on a faded star i know the day will come when that wish will approach me in an unexpected manner. oh boy do i want this to be true.

i'm staying up late at night thinking ... am i ever what you wanted? if so why did you let me go?... i'm trying so hard to move on... but no matter any girl that comes along doesn't seem to compare.

there is one still but she's still my unicorn...

i like the past ... it prepares you for the future... and yet the scars only prove that you were there... the broken hearts remind you of what you'll never go through...

broken hearts... fool me once shame on you... fool me twice shame on me... lol i'm tough enough and though it hurts like hell i'll live... never again will i trust you and that which we'll call friendship...pfff... i have my friends and you have yours so be gone with your next story of how hard life is because the truth is if you can't get through the early years then nothing but misery awaits you for the future...

the future... its like the small blinding light at the end of a tunnel... something exhilerating to look up to... just know when you've hit rock bottom no one can make you feel any worse... i'll keep my chin up cause i know i'll make it

~SPANIARD~